im a senior. i hate my school so i might transfer. i feel too old to be living with my parents but the kids at my school act like high school will never end. im not even seventeen yet! thirty days...
i'm pretty happy with my life. obviously i haven't been drawing too much lately...im getting to the age where i have to spend a lot of time doing one or two things that im going to do for the rest of my life.

my little osita sits in my room and listens to music with me when i do my homework. she is doing well. i promise to give her a life soon!

i'm just kind of bored. i wish i would hurry up and grow up. our AP english final was to write and speak to the class a "this i believe" essay. everybody was crying and being quite ridiculous for things like "my gerbil died and i found jesus!" or "i crashed my car and realized everybody is a person" or "people made fun of me for being overweight and i cried every day". it made me feel bad about how spoilt the kids in my school are. i wrote mine on how everybody makes their own problems seem horrible when they aren't really and how we're lucky to live in the USA and go to private school. a ton of people on this planet don't even have enough food to be overweight or can't afford a pet or a car in the first place.
i kind of got a bad reaction to my essay. oh well. what was i gonna say, feel bad for me because i have a home, food, and both parents who have jobs and are sending me to college in a year? i realize that everybody goes through shit, but they don't have to make it worse for themselves and wallow in self-pity. the point is, everybody goes through shit and it pisses me off when people think the rest of the world should sympathize!

regardless. there's about two real people in my entire school who aren't subtly scheming to manipulate the people around them. i can't wait for my transfer.